And here we go again... (NOT the Paramore song...)

Hello boys and girls,

Two months after I wrote my first blog entry in two years, it seems I am quite in my proper form. Inconsistency seems to be an inexcusable yet permanent part of my personality. I don't know where this comes from, but my bet would be on laziness. You know when you just want to stop doing everything and let the world just pass you by? I guess we all get that feeling at one time or another. The thing about me is, once in a while, I succumb to that feeling for a few moments. And then when I get back to reality, more than a few things have happened that causes my life to suck even more.

Am I making sense here people? Let me rephrase.

For every little moment of indiscretion or lapse in judgment, you pay for it dearly. I know we've all heard a form of this saying at one point in our lives but I tell you, this cannot be more true.

So what lapse in judgment am I talking about? Oh, so many to tell...

I really don't want to get into the specifics of this list, but let it suffice to say that when this year ends, I'm going to be more screwed than a charred skinny barbecue served during Medya Noche.

For now, I blow off a bit of steam... and go back to reality. *sigh*

Until next time... Take care boys and girls.

Ciao!

2 years?

Wow... That's the only thing I can say about this. 2 years of not posting anything. ANYTHING! Wow...

Hello boys and girls. Miss me much? No? Oh well. Not really surprised.

What have I been doing? Oh, nothing much. And by that I mean A LOT. Where to start... where to start... Oh, check out the song! (the previous post)

It's one part of it really, what's bugging me lately. I don't know how else to put it. But I digress...

Where was I? Oh, the part where I tell you what I was up to these last two years. 2 Years! Well, to start, I have a son. He's almost 10 months old now. He's big unlike me, has round eyes like his mom, and smart! Oh, how I dream that he gets all the smarts his genes have to offer.

Not married yet, just in case you're wondering. When to have the wedding? I'm not really certain on the date. It has to be within the year though. Why? Well, that's a secret.

What else... hmmm.....

Oh!

I am a teacher right now. What? Me? Teacher? WHAT?!

Yes. I teach English, believe it or not, to unsuspecting European students who would never think that I'm actually a Business and Economics major. Well, almost everybody I know (save a couple) have professions or specializations quite unlike what they do now.

I moonlight as a pseudo-manager for a local band on weekends. What's the band's name? Nyctinasty. What? Nyctinasty. Again?! N-Y-C-T-I-N-A-S-T-Y (this happens more often than I would like, believe me) If you're curious, check out http://www.myspace.com/nyctinasty

(My fingers are getting tired right now courtesy of the many lesson reports I have (and will have to) write/written so I'll take a break. If I remember, I'll continue this but if I don't, then, you know me...)

My Latest diatribe

-The Madness-

Looking at you

through the smoke and the bottle

I know that you

never would think that I think of you

more than someone

who is just there to listen

I die from

the pain of just keeping it hidden

Tell me: what should I do to not think of you?

when you're all I see, all the time,

tonight

Tell me: what could I say to push you away?

from this heart of mine that is yours alone,

tonight

Forgive me

If my glances stay for too long

Forgive me

If I suddenly break out into song

I am enamored

I am entranced

Tell me

Tell me

Tell me

Tell me: what should I do to not think of you?

when you're all I see, all the time,

tonight

Tell me: what could I say to push you away?

from this heart of mine that is yours alone,

Tell me: what could I say? Should I go? Should I stay?

In this heart of mine you are not alone,

(this madness is eating away at me now

burgeoning, threatening to claw it's way out)

Tonight